Realization

It's been a long journey and we don't know where we will be. After so much happened in the journey, I realized that people really do change. But what made the change? You, me or us?

You were a great assistant, in whatever I do. You were a great pillar, whenever I fall. But now, the pillar collapsed, so where do I go?

Working in a team was never easy; no one said it was easy. Although it may be tough, but you decided to embark onto this journey. You embarked with hopes, passions and supports. While walking through halfway, you realized that "hope, passion and supports" were drifting away from you. You didn't wish it will drift off but at times, all these can't be controlled. You tried to salvage, you did essential actions to make it stays but you failed one after another.

I knew you placed in lots of efforts, I saw all your hard work. But at times, you act on impulse. There were so much more the future may brings and that was hidden behind your passion. We were all once blinded with passion and love, and we have to use the hard way to make us came to realization. I thinking this will be your hard way? But how can we rectify and help you with this?

Do you ever know that your words broke our hearts? I can't accept that those words were from you. Did you think of the majority or just yourself? I know you're tired, but do you know that "responsibility" plays a more important role than "tired"? I hope as time goes by, you will actually realize what we mean.

From now till then, time will reveal what is meant to be revealed.

Xoxo,
Janice

Have you ever

Have you ever thought of what people are thinking in their mind?

Just like when you are on board with other 20 passengers, you have a destination in your mind but how about them? Are they taking to work, school, shopping, etc.? Some are taking with with another friend, partner or family. So where will they be going and what are their thoughts at that point of time?

At times, peeps stared into blank and I will wonder what's on their mind. Is it the same as mine? How is it like when they are feeling stress? Will it be the same? I won't say it will be the same as we are still one unique individual but have you thought of what will be in their mind?

Perhaps I should study psychology.

Xoxo,
Janice

「你可知道」

你可知道
當女人被男人脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人為什麼會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷哭泣


你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性 她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你

她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼
而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她
女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情

於是.你們爭吵.你認為她脾氣不好.
她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是.你們冷戰.你以為她沒有完全接受你，
她以為你不在乎她……
請給她一個擁抱一個吻.用你的擁抱你的吻
去化解她心裡的悲傷和眼角的淚水.
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！
希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人
她們為你付出過，不求回報 卻希望你們能夠讀懂，
能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去
不要讓愛你的女人流淚
不要讓她傷心 更不要讓她絕望和死心！
因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人就意味著失去了整個世界...

TWO-ZERO-ONE-TWO

2011 had came to an end and here welcoming 2012.

Reflection if 2011:

2011 is rather peaceful as compared to the other years. Being year 2 in school and 2.1's results were much better than in 1.2. Everything went on smoothly except that there were friends departing from my life and my grandparents admitted into the hospital at the start of the year. It made me realized that how important love ones are and how fragile a life can get. Treasure those who are still with you.

Sad things aside and now, sharing some memorable things that happened in 2011. In year 2011, I turned 18. Celebrated my 18th birthday with a small BBQ. Only invited those closer ones. Really appreciate those who turned up. Will give all these huge celebrations a break till 21st. This 2 years will just celebrate with different groups of people.

And in 2011, my dearest boy turned 21. I made him a huge surprised. I planned a Chalet celebration for him. It wasn't as easy as I thought. Did think of giving up half way through the planning but it's the smile I know I will get to see from him made me going till the very last bit. It was a success. Most people I invited turned up and most importantly, the boy enjoyed himself.

One of the biggest event in 2011 was that I went to Cambodia for OCP once again. This time round, I was being forced to be out of my comfort zone. Everything was like back to basic. But it was a real good experience for me and made me realize how fortunate I am to have both my parents with me and such a cozy family. And when I am back after the 10 days, my lovely dad revamped my room. It made me really very touched! Thank you daddy, mommy!

As for baby and I, everything is going very smoothly. We are walking into our 3rd year soon and I am glad to have him playing a part in my life. Thanks for everything.

And so, good bye 2011 and HELLO 2012!

Resolution for 2012:

1) Achieve better results in this semester

2) Work hard and earn more money

3) To love my family, baby and friends more

4) To slim down

Alright, shall await what's 2012 prepared for me.

Allow 2011 to be a lesson learnt and 2012 is the road to be embarked!

Xoxo,

Janice

30th Dec 2011: When we REUNITE once again..

They are the group of people who made my Secondary School/NPCC days more lively. Did I tell you guys before? 11 of us came from different Primary School and a drastic age gap from 19-26. But fate actually brought us together and allow us to have the chance to treasure one another. And yes, we formed a group named "The GG-ers". We are the group of people who can be very fun yet very serious. And now, since it's a fun factor, we will enjoy till our maximum. We are as crazy as anyone else can be.

After 6 months, we finally have our beloved Hui Qun back and so, we decided to meet up. We had steamboat and it's a form a "reunion" dinner for the group. I gave the idea of coming to my place for a gambling, steamboat and drinking session. All came, except 1 but it's okay, we will have more chances. And here the day begins..

First group photo with the most number of group members. Out of 40 group photos, we only had 2 that is decent&innocent. From this you will know how "playful" we can get.





Started of with steamboat. Took about 2 hours to eat and cleared most of the food for lunch&dinner in just that 2 hours.
After lunch, we started off with Majong. The "elderly" played the big tiles while the "teenagers" played the smaller ones.
After playing, we had steamboat for dinner and came along with desserts! Chocolate Fondue and Durian cake from Hong Xiang's Gf!
After Dessert session, we continued playing blackjacks and the 2nd last activity of the day: Hui Qun's belated 21st Birthday. It was a surprise for her and we purposely gotten her 21 candles! Yes, it was a success! Thanks Deir's mom for paying for the cake! (:
After which, they still have some time before the last bus and so, the finale was "drink drank drunk".
It's a simple day with awesome people.
We had joy, We had fun, We had seasons in the sun...
It was my pleasure to have them in my life.

Xoxo,
Janice

21st Dec; Met up with BGF

&so, after the meet up with Darling, head over to meet BGF. It's been real long since we met up as she was busy with her A levels. Must enjoy your 8 months of holidays okay! You deserve this good rest! Hope that will be able to meet you up more often!

Xoxo,
Janice

21st Dec; Virgin to High Tea

Finally, it is a dream come true. We finally set a date together and come out for our Afternoon Tea. Trying to be "tai-tai" for the first time. Not so bad after all! After doing some research, we decided to choose The Regent Hotel as our destination. Met up with Darling and traveled there!

So they gave us a box of tea leaves and we are suppose to choose the one we want. So I chose the Organic Vanilla and Darl chose Rose flavour. And both turned out to be awesome! After which, here comes our 3-tier food! It's so yummy and we couldn't finish all. We were already so full at the 2nd layer.
We enjoyed ourselves totally!

This is our favourite picture! ;)
Darling, hope will be able to meet you soon! &thanks for the treat!

Xoxo,
Janice

18th December; Where my holiday starts

The first day out after my MST. Super awesome! Went out with the boy since afternoon. Went to have dinner in Clementi's Ajisen before heading to NUS for Joanne's performance!

We both tried new things. Mine's Curry Veg Ramen and baby's Stone Rice. Stone rice is nice but the Ramen is a little blend. Disappointed.
Took a bus down to NUS and there's a heavy downpour. The bus only brought us to Faculty of Engineering and we have to run across the road to University Cultural Center. Joanne's performance was awesome! Hope that will have a chance to see more next time!
Joanne and I; 8 years and still counting (:

p/s oh yes, I got a new hair-cut!!

xoxo,
Janice

Holiday; White Christmas

Exams are over and I'm currently enjoying my 2 weeks of holiday. In this Christmas Season, everyone are busy doing Christmas shopping and crazy over this "season of giving" despite in this monsoon season.

Basically, I'm busy with driving and work. Cleared module 2 of driving and TP have already been booked. Feeling anxious yet nervous but I do hope I can clear it at one go. As for work, I am still selling the same brand of bags but have already shifted to Takashimaya. I still prefer Tangs Plaza so much more! Don't like to wear formal to work, it's so inconvenient. But have to get use to it, I guess.

Gotten the chance to met with some darlings of mine. Really nice to see them once again after so long. Hope that will be able to spend more quality time with them more often. I will do a detailed post on those meet-ups with photos!

School's starting in a week time. Don't really look forward to it. After this term, will be out of school for my Internship (SIP). Having mixed feelings towards it..

Alright, till then...

Xoxo,
Janice

Half way through

I'm currently in the midst of my MST. Left with a paper and it's ending on Friday before I shout "IT'S HOLIDAY!!!!"

I have so much to do this holiday. Will be starting to jot down my life-story. Will be back-tracking to when I'm 13? It's where my happening and fruitful life began. Chapters by chapters, you will get to know me more.

On top of that, will be busy working, earning moolah. Feeling so broke recently. Need to work to be able to go for Christmas shopping!

Lastly, will try my best to spend quality time with my family and friends!

Alright, shall rest! Today is a rest eye day! NetFund drained too much of my brain juices! Goodnight lovelies!

Xoxo,
Janice