im at the weakest moment in my life.
give me some direction, anyone ?
i dont know who to look for.
why are all the things coming at one ?

i couldn't bear to lose a friend like you.
i dont know how to tell you.
it started with me, i know.
when one is at anger, you can even kill someone.
its my fault, i know.
i dont know what to do now too.
could anyone tell me ?
i just hope, this misunderstanding could be cleared.
and i hope we dont let this thing affect our friendship.
dont take it as im backstabbing you.
thats seriously not my intention.
you had mistaken everything.
i seriously hope you could come and talk to me about it.

my dear girl,
im sorry.
sorry for hurting you.
i know you couldn't sleep for days.
i know you dont know how to face me.
same for me.
we had been together for the best and the worst, i swear.
you had given me the best in you and the worst too.
im sorry love.
i let you down, im sorry.
i couldn't even face myself.
i believe this is not what we both wants,
but we have no choice.
i'm sad, you're sad, everyone's sad.
a human being has its own limit to everything.
the stronger i am now, the weaker i will be in the end.
please stay strong baby.
i need you to support on your own.
i couldn't hold anymore longer...

to my two dear girls,
i have to say
SORRY !

i'm in the weakest moment in my life.
i lost.
i'm defeated !
this strong girl- collaspe !

anyway, thanks JMO and Cedric <3
thanks for being there for me, appreciated(: