Monday, January 12, 2009

THE BEST MEMORY I EVER HAD IN MY MEMORIES.

once again, its the 13th of January.
it had been two years back ever since we started this bitter-sweet story.
back then, it was 13th January 2007.
we didn't have a sweet starting,
its bitter, filled with tears.
you, not use to me. me, not use to you.
as day goes by, we hope we would be better.
nevertheless,
there will still be sweet times.
alright, shall do a flashback below.

FLASHBACK...
13th JANUARY 2007.
we said it was a try out. and this is how everything started.
as days goes by,
we could only met up in school as my mum is kinda strict back then.
you first held my hand was in my classroom(hope you remember)

24th JANUARY 2007.
we are simply my greatest birthday gift of course.
you gave me a gift, the very first one.
its name after JERNICE.
JERVIN + JANICE = JERNICE.
just like our child(:

13th FEBRUARY 2007.
very quickly 1month past.
didn't really celebrate i guess ?
but still spent it fruitfully.

14th FEBRUARY 2007.
didn't spend this special day together although i wanted to.
nevertheless,
thanks for the little sweet message(:

18th FEBRUARY 2007.
first broke up.
you told me we are impossible,
harsh words coming out from your mouth.
didn't expect it will so bad.
after this broke up, our happening days do counts too. until...

23rd APRIL 2007.
finally patch back.
it was a funny one, i still remember(:
in the toliet somemore.

and days continued,
you preparing on your Olevels and me preparing for my streaming.
thanks for being there for whether its rain or shine.
standing by me everytime i falls.
being my greatest pillar of strength.
every morning, you'll be in school by 7, sitting outside the hall, waiting for my arrival and we will always exchange breakfast. after i'm done eating, i'll be inside the hall for LA while you'll be sitting there alone. thanks and sorry dear):

7th DECEMBER 2007.
of course its your birthday.
whats a birthday without celebration, presents and a birthday cake?
i made an oreo cheesecake for you (:
presnt is an album with pictures of you and me (:
celebration, A DAY OUT !
did your present until pretty late, and was awake early in the morning to surprise you outside your doorstep.
i was otw and you called, i was in the cab and i tried to cover the phone so that you wont know im in the cab, you actually believed me.
when i was at your doorstep, i called and gave you a shocked :D
i think it was fun eh ? hope you enjoyed.

31st DECMEBER 2007-1st JANUARY 2008
had a count down with you at punggol park.
first time doing a count down with my love one.
first hug, first kiss of the year, hope you remember (:
thanks for the little new year note.
it will always be with me (:

13th JANUARY 2008
although its our first year anni, but we did quarrelled.
very badly still. afterall, we still had a memorable one.lovesloves.

24th JANUARY 2008
my birthday, you surprised me at my doorstep when the clock strickes 12am.
luckily i wasn't asleep at that time(: thanks for everything baby(:
its great to see your lover's name appearing on the screen as top 10 BUT its really sad to see that, her results are fantastic except her english. this happened on my birthday and what i know is, you keep crying. i didnt know how to comfort you and started crying too. ):

25th JANUARY 2008
a night out with you (:
one and only time, the first and last.
thanks girl.

14th FEBRUARY 2008
with my sweetest valentine, of course i will have a sweet and memorable valentine's day.although you have to work, but before you go to your work place, you came and pass me presents in school. thank you (:

28th JUNE 2008
the day i dont wish it to come so fast had finally arrived.
you leaving for hong kong before heading to australia.
so cannot bear to leave you, SERIOUSLY !
that last kiss, that last hug...
our long distance relationship starts from 28th JUNE 2008...

18th DECEMBER 2008
after a up to 2years relationship, everything had came to an end today. its not my fault, its not your fault too. it because of our fate. when fate ended, we couldnt do anything. we place a nice full-stop behind this great story. i will never forget you and the memories we had. from today onwards, all these will be all history. all the past. i swear you're the best i ever had for now. thanks for every baby. goodbye my lover, goodbye my darling, goodbye my sweetheart, goodbye my hubby, goodbye my baby. take care of yourself, i cant be there for you anymore.BON VOYAGE ! no tears please.

alright,
thats the flashback of our up to 2years of relationship.

i can be as crazy as writing your name on grains and fill up a bottle, writing small notes to you every single day, carrying big board to school and pass to you without caring who is looking at me, making an album till late at night, not eating and spending my last $1 to buy a present for you, didnt care how people look at us, talking to you on the phone the whole night even though there's school the next day, folding cranes, hearts, star just for you, cabbing to your house when you're angry, standing under the hot sun outside your house's gate while im sick just to wait for you to forgive me.

there's ups and downs in this relationship,
all i want to sayis thank you ! really thank you girl,
thanks for all these.
without you, i dont think i will actually learn so much,
without you, this memory won't be so fond.
without you, i dont think i will be in 4A now.
i seriously need to say THANK YOU !
i know its suppose to be a great day today,
my longest and sweetest relationship so far,
you were once my best friend, my love, my sweetheart.
now you had became just my best friend.
you were once impossible to find.
you were once important in my life.
all your time and effort, i saw it.
all your love, i felt it.

running in the punggol park,
doing crazy stuffs,
video-ing it down,
acting childish in public places,
foolish around.
thats the fun in us,
thats how our love bond.
hope all these, you would remember.
to me, its all important.

but i guess its okay.
you found someone better then i do.
i found someone better then you too.
spend your time with her more often,
try not to neglect her too much alright ?
i know you'll do a great job, so JIA YOU !

all these will be my past, my history.
i shall place a nice full-stop here.
thank you girl..
13012007-18122008.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

hey girl.
thanks for the memories.
I will never forget everything we did.
Seriously the pain is still there whenever i think about it.
but...fated.
im sorry for all the pain and hurts.
love you.