J- AFFECTION

i looked through the stuff you gave me and i found a few letters,
i opened up and started reading.
this two years,
we really gone through alot, whether its sweet or bitter.
my tears started to drop down on its own.
i wanna run into your arms one last time like before telling you how much i actually miss you and give you gentle kiss on your lips before i turn away and leave.
i know i shouldn't keep looking back and turning back to look at you and us but 13012007 seems so deep, deep into my heart.
nothing had fade away.
all down into my memory lane.
thats actually how this blog is created.
J stands for JERNICE, JERVIN and JANICE.
AFFECTION stands for our love.
and its form J-AFFECTION.

we were once lovers,
we were once couple,
we were once very sweet,
we were once that let alot of people envy,
we were once in each other's life,
we were once each other's date,
we were once the best gift ever,
we were once doing everything together,
we were once talking on the phone every single day,
we were once texing one another everyday,
we were once being there for each other everytime,
we were once so dearly to each other.
but its are we were once now.
we couldn't hang in there anymore.
we couldn't hold the time back anymore.
nothing is impossible,
we made this long distance relationship possible !
we pulled it through for 6months.
i am proud of our love my dear !
thanks for all the expensive presents (:
thanks for all the memories.
they are all mine, and i will keep it with me save and sound.
i will never disappoint you.

we are from,
so near... so near yet so far and now, so far, still so far )':
think of the future, not looking back.
you are AWESOME, girl.
i swear,
you'll be the first and the last(: you should know what i meant :P
lastly,
i love you girl.

i will never find a lover that is sweeter then you

If only you could see the tears
In the world you left behind
If only you could heal my heart
Just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
There''s an image of your face
And once again I come to realise
You''re a loss I can''t replace
Soledad
It''s a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory lives on
Why did you leave me
Soledad
Walking down the streets
Of Nothingville
Where our love was young and free
Can''t believe just what an empty place
It has come to be
I would give my life away
If it could only be the same
Cause I can''t still the voice inside of me
That is calling out your name
Time will never change the things you told me
After all we''re meant to be
Love will bring us back to you and me
If only you could see

13012007-18122008.