my dear, my love, my darling, my husband-to-be,
thanks for your support and your care.
i am really glad i have you as my pillar, as my strength.
i know i shouldn't pull a long face, especially in front of you- i am sorry!
i know i should be optimistic, but it seems difficult.
i know at this moment, at this time,
i shouldn't feel despair, i shouldn't feel doubtful of myself.
i know i should pick myself up fast and carry on running quick.
but it is not easy at all.

Joanne,Dear and Gf,
wait for me at the finishing line,
i will be there soon.
i promise i will pick myself up as soon as i can and start running on the track again.
i might not be the first but when i reached,
i will run pass the finishing line with pride and glory.
wait for me.

for now, i have to apologise.
i might not met some of aim.
i know i had disappoint a few,
but dont give up hope on me.
i need the support from you people.
i will get tired easily.
i seriously need a long break but i know now isn't the time.
i am sorry people, sorry!

*be strong LHY, dont cry. stand up again. believe in yourself.*