Dear,
sorry for not calling you this morning again.
i swear i set alarm,
but i guess i am too tired and missed it.
i am sorry.
and sorry for...

i think it is my wildful-ness once again.
i'm sorry to place you in a difficult stand again.
i guess, i am not as good as you think.
it is really stupid to ask you do that and be disappointed in you as you didn't carry it out.
i am really sorry!

i think i will lead you to the worst.
i dont know why would i have that bad thought.
is it due to i have yet to see you for a long time?
is it due to the misses in me for you?
is it due to that i have nothing much to look forward these days?

i might say i understand you getting curfew,
but i also need time to adapt.
suddenly can't meet you after tuition.
knowing that no one will wait for you after lesson,
this feeling really... make me so bored!
i wish all these will be smooth once again soon.
for what i did today and the words i said yesterday,
I AM SORRY!!
forgive me, alright?