Do let me know what i can do to stop crying.
i know it is a hard decision you made.
i know it took you courages to say it out.
its not easy on you.
all of this,
i understand and will not blame on you.

i swear, you're the first guy i cried for.
you're the first i am so deeply in love with.
i didn't know how to react after you said that.
everything will be changed.
not much will remain the same.

we had gone to a stage where we are planning for future,
we had gone to a stage where our heart are linked.
we need not tell one another what we are thinking as we can read one another's mind.
this had gone so far,
i believe, we can go even more.

i will stay at this position, not even thinking of moving,
and wait for you to return.
i trust you that you will look for me again someday, so please don't forget me.
get whatever stuffs that had to be done and come back to my side.
i want to walk down the aisle with you, holding onto your hand.
you told me to be your wife, i want this to be granted.
you told me you hope to be the guy that will knelt down on your kneels and wanting to take over my hand; i am looking forward to that day.
one day, i will wish to say " yes, i do".

please dear, please come back when everything is cleared.
ask me be your girlfriend once again.
and when the next time i will be part in your life again,
i will hug you tight, i will grip you tight,
never gonna let you go anymore.

trust me, we will go far.
as far as we planned.
physical distance is just a show.
when both hearts are tied into one, thats where nothing can pull us apart.
and its where this love had became so incredible.

this will be a long run for you.
but for my sick, run it well, run it fast, alright?
when there is a greenlight allowing you to come back,
run back. use your fastest speed to run back.
i'm at the starting line, waiting for you.
for this, i can't run it with you.
the actual fact, we aren't allowed to run together.

but dear,
remember this.
if you are tired of running, take a break, catch a breath.
look up onto the sky,
i'm just like the clouds and stars,
had been beside all the while,
its because, my heart will always stay with you.
i might feel lonely when you are running,
but i am definitely looking forward to that day of your return.

i dont know how much will change or rather i don't wish to know.
i hope everything remains.
if not, its hard for me to cope.
i dont want to adapt to new things anymore.
i just want all of these to stay.
i see a future ahead of us.
i simply know we can go far.

so please,
don't give up on me.
we will stay strong and pull it through.
remember, i am still beside you.
my bright, awesome, truthful, lovely, handsome and honest guy,
come back to me once again,
will you?

yes baby,
i love you.
this love will stay.