it stirred up my feelings. neglect is the word i could say. being one another's pillar is really nice, especially i had you as one. an awesome friend i must say that i have. but maybe it is me that blew it away this time round. both are having different asspects in life, but you are always in my mind. "how are you?", "are you fine?", "how had your day been?", all these are the questions that appeared in my mind often.

my girl, are you alright? i am missing the times we spent with one another. it is just that often till we are into one another's life. this feeling is incredible. you will sure be the first person and the last person i text everyday and night. the god gave me an angel; always be there for me. and i think it was me that turn it all coldly. if any of my actions hurt you, i am sorry.

we were once standing on the same starting line. but after a while, it made me stopped moving and it made me realise, realise that we are too far apart. i hope, you will not run too far and will allow me to actually catch up with you to that same line again. 6years, not long, not short, our memories lane are wide.

i hope everything will not come too late. let my action to prove to you that i am actually making the effort to catch up with you. i will try my best to make your life filled up again. i dont know how long it might take, how far it might be but my girl, i have to tell that, i am right here with you. you will never be alone!
i love you! 6.5years and still counting..