not a pleasant day i suppose?
first day of study camp is simply fine.
today is one of the rare times that i actually focused in class throughout all lessons. NICE!
seems like, SS is starting to get harder and have to memorise more? oh crap! ):

after lesson, bus-ed back to granny's place and reast.
dad came and we had dinner.

i dont know why,
but i am just having a very stupid thought.
you told me you couldn't meet me today, my heart sank.
i got disappointed and didn't know whats more to look forward for.
i did show it out a little but i guess you got it none.
i dont't blame on you as things got to pioritise at times.
but well, i blame it on myself.
i asked myself why am i having such a thought.
i guess what i wanted is just to meet you up after a long and tiring day? but i didnt get to?
i dont know.
i guess i have to nail this thought deep down into my mind that its both our final year and we really got to mug hard before regretting for anything.

afterall, you "POP" up at my granny's place and i felt so much better.
although didnt reach cloud number 9 but still,
thanks baby.
i know you ran all the way here and what i gave you was cold answers.
i am really sorry about it. ( forgive me alright?)- i know my boyfriend is very "big square" :P
didn't really expect this will actually make a significant mark in my mind.
yes, you suceeded, you surprised me! :D

got to tell you that I LOVE YOU!