SCREWED

When I stepped into the air-conditioned hall, I started to shiver. I got worried. Heartbeat had increased, questions and ideas running through my mind, and trying to calm myself down as far i could. i sat at the chair, waiting for my turn. Friends before me had gone one after another. Around me, it became more and more silent. I started to got more nervous. " Inhale, Exhale..." repeatedly did a few times.

Giving myself the confident, i walked up to the table where the passage is placed. I sat down, stop-watch started running. At a glance of eyes, 5 minutes past. I walked up, greeted the teacher, and sat down. My hands were below, started to rub against one another. Sweaty palm is back once again. Started reading. Fluency wasn't there. I just care less and continued till the very last word hoping conversation will be a better one. Seems like Luck wasn't on my side today. The topic was: "schools had been opened to the public, talk about it". Out of sudden, it strikes me. Got very perturbed. My mind was blank. Nothing seems to be uttering out of my mouth. The talkative me was hidden at this moment when I think it will be an advantage.

I speak through my mind. I think my contextial point didn't impressed the examiners. How should I tackle this unexpected question? It simply just came right under the sun. Whatever is in my mind, I threw it out; that is the best i could do at that moment. OE1 don't seem complacent with my points. I had no choice. But I believe that the proudest thing I did was not to give up. At the verge of doing so, but I made it through.

After everything ended, I walked out. I calmed down and my points are flowing in instantly just like the water flowing in the stream. Nervous had became my weakest point I predict? Well, hope it will not be too bad. Expectations are high. Hope for the best in August.

at times, not only effoct placed in. Whether will you success, luck counts too.