Just that not understanding? Every tears I shed for you, it is priceless. It leave me a deep feeling into it. Well, I didn't want to be that demandind too. That is just if i had not started to have the idea of giving you some support for your upcoming exams. I know you couldn't get out. But, I rushed that gift out just for your exam on monday. If I didn't plan so much in the beginning, I dont think I will be so depress now. I am not demanding for nothing, it holds a meaning. Heard from others that folding 999 stars for your love ones can give that person best luck and a way to show your support. Well, with determination, hands got blister, I endure the pain, just to make sure I will be able to rush out on friday as the last day I can see you before your exams.

I just have to blame myself for having that silly idea.
I'm sorry...