Ever since so long I felt so blank-out in my little brain. I couldn't help but to feel that empty. I lost my pillar of strength and someone who I always relied on. You're someone who will actually wait for me to be home whenever I am working even though you are studying the following day. You would wait for my call and try to coax me to sleep as I will always say I am not sleepy.

You are always sweet, caring and soft towards me. You will never yell at me and raise your voice a little higher no matter how angry you were with me. You would always step one step behind and coax me out. No one would massage me whenever I tell you I am tired after work or so. No more you that will appear in front of my house door early in the morning pressing the door bell or to wake me up through phone calls. I cannot cross your fingers against mine while we are sleeping. No shoulders to lean on when I am on bus or train. I think if i were to continue, it will be very long.

My wonder wall, I promised you that I will take good care of myself for these 8 days. I will remember what you told me just now when you rushed down to meet me before you leave. I will wait for your return. I will take good care of myself on your behalf till next Saturday. 2 years back, I saw your backview. A few hours ago, I saw it once again. I hope that it will be the last time. Take good care of yourself.

&I miss you.