Neglected...

... J-Affection.

Yes, I have been neglecting J-Affection for a while due to the preparations of my term tests. Term test is over, I should be as carefree as a baby but well, I have been whining on what I should do for the whole of this afternoon. Ever since the start of the term, I have been studying days back to back and now, I have nothing to do- suddenly! And yes, I have things to say!


True friends. What are true friends to you? What is your definition of true friend? Someone being there for you 24/7 listening to you? Someone who you will contact almost everyday? Or someone who treat you as one when they needed you?

True friend is a 2 words consisting 10 letters but the meaning it holds inside is so thick till it may weighs you down at times. At times, you seemed to be surrounded with loads of friends around you when there are fun but how about when you are in trouble, you are down? Look around and see who are really there for you. I found my true friends, nothing more, nothing less, just 3. These are the ones, I treasured most. Why do I say they are my true friends? They didn't talk bad about me. Whenever somebody said bad about me, they are always there to stand up for me. They are the ones who will listen to me, picking up my call despite being early mornings. We share problems, we share tears, of course, we share the same joy too.

I remembered there was once, when I am still in Sec 3. I scored very badly for my EOY Examinations and I was at the verge of retaining. One of them came, she sat beside me, lending me her shoulder speaking to me. She was suppose to be still having lessons but she skipped it. I felt loved, I felt touched. There was another time, someone talked bad about me. She didn't agree with what she said and she stood up for me, protected me. She trusted me, with all her mights, she helped. Yes, I thank her for all these. Although we didn't text one another daily but whenever we are on the phone or meet up, we felt so close together. This closeness, is special. I am looking forward to meet up with her tomorrow. I love you.

I also remember, this fine lady is my desk partner for 2 years. Whenever I was in doubt, she never fail to guide me through. When the whole world looked down on me, she was there to help me and proved the others wrong. Her sweet gesture had never fail to brighten up my day. She will always send me little notes and gifts, it's all filled with love. We walked through together pretty much though I just knew you 3 years back. We did quarrelled before but well, we got attracted back again. Whenever she's around, I felt that support is with me and I will do well. She actually came down all the way to TP to give me breakfast on Monday as she said it's my first paper in TP while she didn't have to go school that day. I was shocked but nevertheless, I appreciate it. Looking forward to meet you on Saturday and a catching-up session, don't you? Love you!

Last but not least, my true friend, my best buddy and my lover. For years, he had always been there for me. From a senior-junior relationship till now, I've planned to give my future to him. He had been great! He was there for me whenever I need help during my Secondary School day. Maybe it is just that coincident, but whenever I need someone for advices and suggestions, he is there. Even till now, nothing changes. He had been great, no words can explain what I want to say to him. Just hoping that he won't get irritated by me and I will be his one day. I love you, baby.

To me, true friends need not a bunch. Just one or two will do. True friends need not say out. The love and miss you have, need not often say out but in our heart, we knew it ourselves. I love them. They are the ones I will treasure.

Xoxo,
JANICE.