"I will always be there for you till death do us apart..."

This is the phrase that I have always been telling my boy. But recent incident kept me pondering about this phrase. "What if death really do us apart? How should I react? What should I do?" I doubt I am a strong person, therefore, I will breakdown for sure. I doubt I will be believing this fact, therefore I will hope it is a dream. I doubt I will be able to fall asleep, therefore, I will be browsing through your photos and ours. And the list goes on..

I had never thought what if one day the boy is going to leave me. It held me up just by the thought of it. But there is something I will do for sure. I will take care of his parents well if he were to leave one day. Oh well, this post seems to be so emotional uh?

Well, not to take life too easily, mates. It is so much more fragile than we thinks. Hope that happiness will bestow upon all of you.

Xoxo,
Janice