why must things turn out this way?
why must our route be so tough to walk on?
can it be smoother? i'm wondering.
i hope things will just be as good as it is.

i am tired; tired of all these.
wanted it to be as loving as it is but it seems to be getting worse.
do i regret? no, i don't.
will i still be strong? yes i will.
i thank all those who are there for me all these while, i really appreciate it.

dry up all tears, stand up once again and be prepared for the battle coming up!
i have to be strong at this moment.
i know, and so, i will do so.
i have all my supports behind waiting for me and i will be yours.
my dear, be strong too.
you still have me!(:

alright, off to rest.
long and tiring day.
hope for the better tomorrow(: