8 days without my best brother

And so today, my best brother went to Taiwan for holiday for 8 days. First time he's away without me for so long. I don't know why, I just feel a sad.. Hmm, it is like something important being away and I felt a little empty somewhere, somehow. So, I knew this man when I was 13 and he was there for me when we were 15. He was there to support me, being there for me when I am at my lowest, share with me my joyous moment, lent me his shoulders to lie on when I am sad or I am tired in life, being sad cause I am sad and being happy cause I am happy. After the boyfriend of mine, you are the next closest to my heart.

When we were out, people misunderstood we were couple but deep in us we know, we are only siblings and never will we be couple. We will meet up randomly just for dinner, we will go out shopping together. We will talk on the phone when either one is troubled, we will have endless topics to say.

We were from the same CCA, we planned for camps and events together. Even when we both entered poly, our friendship didn't stop. We even went for OCP together in Cambodia. From all these various events and plannings, it proved to me that our friendship is not just purely friendship, we can actually be good working partners too. To me, not all good friends can be good working partners yet we can be both. We will hardly quarrel for disagreement in all these things. We will discuss and accommodate one another's idea.

All friendship will sure have their quarrels and their lowest peak. And we also have times when we quarreled and cold war. But glad to say, it was all due to "worry" and not other small little things. This friendship is just so amazing. I felt amazed by myself too.

At times, it is not that I wants to feel jealous or what but it is just because I treasure you and our friendship "that much". To be honest, I doubt I can ever find such friendship again.

With you around, everything is just so awesome and it is my blessing to have you by my side. I do hope this friendship will last forever even when we both have our own family and all. I will try to "get use" to not being able to contact u this 8 days, not able to call u instantly. Have fun in Taiwan, bro. Be safe and you are greatly missed! Love you.

Xoxo,

Janice